Well James broke it off with me. because I'm sick and fat and can't do nothing. I can't find no job. I can't do nothing. I'm not doing anything but serving him. I'm getting yelled at everyday. I thought we are getting back together and the yelling continues. My throat hurts for yelling. I don't like we are ment to be together. and I don't think I need a man. I do nothing right.  bullshit... I'm sick fuck you. I'm 352 lbs and no one wants to help me and if they do they stop helpping me when we get started. this is bull. Then man want me to move in with them but I don't know them all like that. They are crazy. I'm not putting my kids in that.
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