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Fri, 31 May 2013 00:16:30 +0100

Well James broke it off with me. because I'm sick and fat and can't do nothing. I can't find no job. I can't do nothing. I'm not doing anything but serving him. I'm getting yelled at everyday. I thought we are getting back together and the yelling continues. My throat hurts for yelling. I don't like we are ment to be together. and I don't think I need a man. I do nothing right. bullshit... I'm sick fuck you. I'm 352 lbs and no one wants to help me and if they do they stop helpping me when we get started. this is bull. Then man want me to move in with them but I don't know them all like that. They are crazy. I'm not putting my kids in that.
MANNNNNN

Easter is on...

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 18:53:09 +0100

Easter is on its way and yet I have no money to buy candy or a basket for the girls. Then fall with aunt rusty to see the bunny. It was hard trying to hold it from them. they keep asking questions like. Where are we going? why do i need a bath to go some where? Who is coming? Lol... Their little smarty pants. They would be good detectives. i would see it now. two detectives that think a like and that never quit unto they find there man. Lizzy and maemay!! lol They are my pride in joys. man the teenager years are soon coming. I'm not sure if I'm real for that. they are beganing to start to say no and not do what their told. Now instead of being nice all the time. i have before more forceful. Well got to go help james. He got pulled over for a brake light went out.

Welll

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 22:58:45 +0100

Just wanted to leave a note for you all. Dad's birthday was yesterday. Went to Aunt rusty's for Cake and snacks. They had a dual party because Cassie a cousin of James's birthday is around his dad's b day. Still working on my book. it just doesn't seem complete yet. I know my book is not perfect and i love feed back. I will be having a whole team of editors working on my book... I have only 375 left until my book starts into editing. James other was is the same.. I and the girls on the other hand. Have more cleaning to do in the living room. I have made a new friend and His cool. But I will have to have a sit down to talk with him about my book. Maybe investing in it. Pain is at a level 8 this is pretty low for me and It is werid when I get sleep. I'm tired in the morning. Last night I was tossing and turning and keep waking up. But I'm least tired today then I have been in the past week. Maybe me taking vitamin D twice a week at 50,000 IU is helping. I HOPE So. I'm tired of being tired. Well here I go again on my endless moaning. As "Some People " Call it. God Bless Bye for now.

Today in my life

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 20:44:35 +0100

so, very tried this morning.. Got up made breakfast for the girls. Autumn didn't eat oatmeal. Amber ate oatmeal with me. autumn had decided to eat fruit loops. So, she had that. My friend Danielle text me at 7 am. I'm still sleeping at that time. so, I woke up thing it was James. Them saw it and fell back to sleep. When I got up at 8:30am. Amber and Autumn had math done. I was surprised. We got the school done and then miss Elanna showed up. I had forgotten about it. The girls and her cleaned they room. Also working on my other book. well I got to finish dinner. bye for now.

WOw here I go again

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 20:22:13 +0100

I'll be write on yahoo's contributor.yahoo.com. you can look me up at http://contributor.yahoo.com/user/1717175/sara_lopez-rivera.html. Please come and read and like and share.